Warning: Spoilers!!!!!!!!

Warning: Spoilers!!!!!!!!

Warning: Spoilers!!!!!!!!

Warning: Spoilers!!!!!!!!

Warning: Spoilers!!!!!!!!






Just read Naruto 470. Well let's say I'm happy with Naruto's reaction. He basically argues with Sakura about how it's weird that she would come all this way just to tell him something like that. Then she goes on to tell him that she doesn't want him to put himself in danger anymore for sasuke and Naruto almost spills the beans on what Madara said to Naruto, Kakashi, and Tenzo/Yamato about how the elders of Konoha are the ones responsible for the Uchiha clan massacre. Kakashi basically just goes "Naruto!" and Naruto remembers that he can't tell them about what Madara said. After Naruto's 'rejection' Sakura takes the guys and leaves Naruto behind w/Kakashi and Yamato. Sakura apolgizes to Naruto under her breath and decides to ask Kiba to help her find Sasuke. Meanwhile Kisame is showing why he is an S-ranked Shinobi and Samehada(his sword in case you don't know it's name) looses it's wrappings and transforms into this really cool beast-like thing.

Now the reason I put 'rejection' the way I did was because I'm using it loosely. I can't say for sure that he has definitely rejected her. He knew something was up and I think Naruto won't accept any type of confession from her until he knows that she doesn't want sasuke anymore. Which from what I can tell she still cares for Sasuke deeply. I also think Naruto knows that he cant be with Sakura. When he made his promise to her to me that was a self admission that he won't be with Sakura.

Plus he still needs to talk to Hinata about her confession to him. Which I'm sure he realizes was genuine. Hinata didn't try to deceive him in anyway. So until the next chapter were all in the dark about what will happen next.

Just wanted to say Happy Halloween!!!!!! I'll give you an update too while I'm at it.

Naruto's Cousin chapter one is currently in development. Hopefully will be posted within the next week to two weeks. Depends on when I'm satisfied I've written enough for it to count as a chapter.

Warning!!!! Spoilers!!!!!!!!!!!!








So recently read Naruto 469.

Gotta say I'm proud of Naruto for knowing something was up when Sakura tried to 'confess' to him. This kinda thing proves to me more than ever that she doesn't deserve to be with him. Sakura's decision is based off of the fact that she's trying to stop Naruto from still trying to save Sasgay. Hinata's confession was true and heart felt trying to save Naruto from Pein and she didn't try to deceive him in any way. He told Hinata he likes girls like her just before his match with Neji. Now he's telling Sakura and I quote "I... Hate People who lie to themselves." That's a direct quote people. Naruto may be dense but he know's what kind of people he likes and doesn't like. I can't say for sure where Kishi is going with this. But There has to be some significance in that. Also Naruto hasn't had the chance to talk to Hinata yet and I'm pretty sure Kishi wouldn't do something so horrible to Hinata. Naruto is supposed to be the good guy so what does that say about him if he just blows Hinata off and accepts Sakura's 'confession' out of the blue like this. I ghly doubt he would. I've heard many people say that they hope Naruto gets with Sakura because of all the hard work he's done 'chasing' her. Well I say What about Hinata? Hinata had to essentially change herself to where she had the confidence to talk to Naruto. She worked harder as a shinobi so she could gain that confidence and be there to help him when he needs it. Just like how Sakura has trained harder to help Naruto get Sasuke back. I hope I'm not the only one who noticed this. Sakura chases after Sasuke. Hinata chases after Naruto. Since girls are essentially the ones who chose who they like and don't like and since both girls have been chasing after the guys they like since the begginning of the series I'd say that's Naruhina is pretty much a definite and Sasusaku is most likely gonna happen. Not totally sure its a definite cause we don't know what Kishi will do concerning Sasuke. Kishi hasn't exactly detailed the laws in Konoha.

Well that's it for now I guess. Have a Happy Halloween!!!

So uh yeah I posted Naruto's Cousin prequel, here's the [link] and yeah only 2 people have bothered to comment on it. I posted it on the 3rd of October! That was fifteen days ago! Two people! Yeah I'm a little disappointed. I was hoping for a decent reaction to it so I'd have good motivation to keep it going. Don't worry though I know it's only a prequel. So I'll at least post Chapter one. Depending on the reaction to that is when I'll make my decision on whether or not to keep it going....... or maybe I'll just keep it going for the hell of it. IDK it depends on how into the story I get. Anyway onto other news.

I had a horrible night last night. To put it simply I felt like I was in a genjutsu that forced me to face the worst things about myself. I literally had to face my darkside last night. The entire night I spent thinking about all the bad things I've done and all of the bad tendencies I have. It was one of the worst nights of my 22 year old life. I can't even express how much I wanted to die last night. I can honestly say the only reason I'm still here is because I was constantly reminding myself that I will not put my Mom through the pain of losing her son. What sux most though is that was the only thing stopping me. I realized how little there is in my life that makes me want to live. I know it's a horrible thing to say. But it's true. My mom really is the only reason I have to live right now. I truly hope that I find something of value or a purpose strong enough to give me a will to live.

Well time to leave the depressing recesses of my mind. The latest Naruto is getting Epic! I won't say anything other than that though. Bleach is starting to get good too. My 360 is still dead....... stupid economy. I can't seem to find a job, even the job agency I went to hasn't found me one yet. So yeah back to the old ps2 and gamecube.

Well I must thank and more so for believing in me and being the only two people who care about my fic 'APL', Which is on vacation.

Without you two I wouldn't even have bothered to write the prequel to my new fic 'Naruto's Cousin' sorry it's the best title I could come up with. If anyone has a better one let me know please.

Now depending on the reaction to my new idea I may or may not continue it especially if only two people leave me comments on what they think.

The fic will be posted as soon as I'm done here.

But first, MY 360 JUST GOT THE RING OF DEATH!!!!!!!!!! WTF!? Goddamn Microsoft! Damn them to HELL!!!!! As you can tell I'm pretty pissed about this. But alas all I can do is get it fixed.

Yo what's happenin? Been awhile since I did my last journal. Anyway I'm doing slightly better now. I never found my cat and I still find myself hopin I'll find him and unconsciously looking for him when I'm outside...............

Anyway I have an idea for a new fanfic since I can't seem to get beyond my block on APL. But I need help on how old my OC Ryu should be. He'll have the same abilities as described in my pic of him which can be found here [link] however the fic will take place from the beginning of the Naruto series. Ryu will either be related to Naruto, as an older brother or will be the replacement who took over for Obito on the Yondaime's team, alongside Rin and Kakashi. Ryu will be the one who takes care of Naruto after the Yondaime's sacrifice. Whether it be as a fellow genin or as a guardian. I decided to do this because I am sick of how 'Dumb' Naruto is in the series. In this fic he will be much smarter, though he will retain some of his personality. I just can't stand how he acts anymore. It will also be a NaruHina but I have a twist depending on how old everyone wants Ryu to be.

So Please let me know if;
#1: Ryu will be related to Naruto, as an older brother
or
#2: Ryu will be the replacement who took over for Obito on the Yondaime's team, alongside Rin and Kakashi, and act as his guardian.


Edit:

Well guess no one cares. Why do I even try anymore? By the end of this month I think I'm just gonna officially end APL and anything else I ever had planned. Maybe I'll write something for me for once instead of thinking I should contribute to Da with some of my own stuff. Eh It's not like anybody cares anyway.